LoSt in his LoVe

A broken heart </3

2005-09-16T02:04:07Z

kenny and i broke up- as most of you know... His mom doesn't really approve of me. And, now im confused. He broke up with me, yet he says he's still in love with me. I'm so overwhelmed by all of this. All i know is, i dont want or need anyone else- I WANNA BE WITH HIM. I'm just afraid im going to tell him that- and he won't feel the same way- or if we do get back together- the same thing will happen for the 4th time in a row. A waste of his time, and my tears :(. It's worth it in my eyes- although everyone's advice to me is to NOT take him back- i don't care what they think. With out him im not happy. And, even if his mom disaproves- i'd rather be with him than cry EVERY SINGLE DAY- knowing i lost the best thing that ever happened to me. The only person who could ever make me smile. And, my first love.

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

I miss my baby!!!

2005-05-29T19:04:03Z

hey yall... wow! i havent updated since- kenny asked me out... and that technically wasn't an update... let me see... Kenny and I are going GREAT... I've made a lot of new friends lately--- and im so glad i became friends with them. they're great ppl. I am def. in love with Kenny- NOTE; The first time ive ever been in love... CUTE I KNOW--- haha... but im truthful... I LOVE HIM <3... and everything about him--- well... right now im on vacation with the family in Ft. Meyers and I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY... but i'll see him soon- just not soon enough... alot of changes have taken place in the past two months... including change of different friends- and different EVERYTHING... but i think it's all for the better... people change... and some people don't ever grow up, others do... so that's all i pretty much have to say... except for the fact my sister and friends all graduated- and THANK THE LORD SCHOOLS OUT FOR THE SUMMER <3. well thats about it... i'll update again in a few days perhaps.

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-04-01T23:19:00

2005-04-02T04:21:17Z

Kenny- 4/01/05 <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-03-26T18:02:00

2005-03-26T23:04:01Z

Spring Break- stuff happens <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-03-23T01:19:00

2005-03-23T06:26:00Z

OK--- so i haven't updated in a while, and things have changed alot for me since then- This weekend was FAME- Pizazz got 3rd place- and most original group... so that's pretty cool... And i got to know a lot of different ppl~ One person I THANK GOD i finally talked to--- <3... So ive spent my spring break so far, shopping and talking on the phone with Kenny~ quite fun, quite fun!* Umm... tommorow im prob. gonna lay out by the pool and stuff--- and then thursday- prob. going to kennys and all that stuff... and friday- WELL FRIDAYS GONNA BE HOT! ;) WAY WAY WAY WAY HOTT ;)... and yah im gonna update later- so Im out~ LaTeR dAyz~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

My Party~

2005-02-27T15:24:11Z

So... last night was my party- it was pretty hot... although some lake mary kids tried to crash- *they ended up getting kicked out*... as of right now there are still a ton of ppl asleep in my room. so yah... there was a bit of drama last night--- involving a certain girl or so... pissed me off a bit... but he made it better :). well im out for now. LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-02-19T21:35:00

2005-02-20T02:42:24Z

Today was my cousin Johnnys bday party, and then tonight was my birthday dinner with the family. lol. I went to Kobe Steakhouse with the family- the WHOLE family- 23 people lol... and Reilly came. I got about $230, and victoria secret make up, body spray, and lotion, like $600 worth of clothes, 2 purses, 2 wallets, and a ton of movies. It was great! and then they sang me happy birthday and made me wear a huge hat-like always on bdays at Kobe, and we ate cake. Then everyone left and Me, Reilly, Kaydee, Cameron, My Mom, My Dad, and Baby Evan went putt putt golfing- ugh! i suck. the score was: 1. Cam 2. Reilly 3. Kaydee 4. Me 5. My Dad and My Mom didn't play and Evan we didn't count cuz he's like 2. lol. but i beat someone!!! lol. that's all that matters! and I only cheated like 3 times. haha. Well I'm OuT~ LaTeR dAyZ~*
xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-02-05T16:58:00

2005-02-05T23:07:03Z

Ok... last nites plan was to go to Cowboys--- me, shay and tiff... and meet up with josh and chris--- yah that didn't happen. We got to the parking lot and realized we didnt wanna go to a place that played country that we actually wanted to DANCE DANCE... so we decided to hop on over to the Groove- but we got lost- I HAVE NO CLUE HOW... so an hour and two stops for directions later, we got there. Danced with well EVERYONE... and we had a lot of fun. Then when we were leaving i went up to this WAY HOT GUY and was like What grade are u in? so we all started talking- him and his friends and us, and he went to west orange and hes a senior, so we got him and all of his friends numbers, and they walked us to are car, and we went to the BIG MCDONALDS in Orlando :) it was awesome... haha, and today we went prom dress shopping and i talked to Alex- from wshs about hanging out soon so that'll be fun- he's hot :) and, shay just left- so yah... well g2g, im out~ LaTer DaYz*~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-01-30T11:32:00

2005-01-30T17:39:43Z

So i believe this update is long overdue haha. So last night was Paige's sweet 16 bday party~ everyone was there haha. SUCH DRAMA OCCURED. NICE LONG WALKS DOWN THE STREET ;) lmao. The after party was hot as hell. especially shay, paige, and me waking jake up to drive us to Mcdonald's @ 3 AM. WOW! it was great~ and those smokers that just showed up. wow ok... im so tired right now, stayed up til 6 AM, woke up way early. But its cool... Im gonna go before i keep rambling on. So Im out~ LaTeR dAyZ.

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2005-01-01T14:05:00

2005-01-01T19:03:37Z

So last nite we had ppl over for New years. Lets see there was; Shaylin, Nick, Ross, David.... so on and so forth. lol. So MUCH FUN!~ We had fun making fun of ppl and adding ugly girls into Nicks phone under: my hottie and MY BABY! lol good times *good times* and tonight HOPEFULLY SHAWN is coming over... I hope so but yeah.. not sure. and now im going to go watch the Disney channel by my lonesome lol. Im out! LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-12-31T19:22:00

2005-01-01T00:18:16Z

So yesterday i went to disney with Margaret, Kd and Cameron. I'll update about it later, and tonight OF COURSE SHAWN CANT COME OVER... so... Shaylin and Nick are and were gonna um.. yeah... Party? and i guess who ever else is coming over. I'll update again tommorow if i remember.

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-12-22T22:33:00

2004-12-23T03:29:38Z

SO TONIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN! I went miniature golfing with SHAWN, KAYDEE, and CAMERON... def. won that game (OK NOT REALLY) but at heart... i did :) lol. I was in last place and even cheated :-\ not a great golfer but its cool... its cool... lol well im out. LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-12-17T23:37:00

2004-12-18T04:39:12Z

TIFFANY'S PARTY WAS HOT LIKE WHOA! I love my gifts, especially my giftcard and ear rings from Shay. Oh not only was the party fun, but Shaylin and I found a new b/f~ YES! lol.. he's so cute... he decided i was with him 4 days and she was with him 3 days... actually we decided for him lol. DID I MENTION HE'S IN 6th GRADE? his names MATT... ah what a cutie! lol.... so yeah a buncha ppl were there like lets see; Me, Tiffany, Shaylin, Kailyn, Margaret, umm some other ppl, umm... Jared, Geoff, Gabe, Michael, Jason, his friend, Andrew, Eric Wheaton, Jeffrey and his lil' friends. (and that cute lil' 6th grade piAmp MATT!), and yeah some other ppl... lol. It was quite fun. Especially us girls basing a guy into a tree. WHOO! STRONG GIRLS WE KNOW WE ARE. LOL. And, Hmm... Talked to CHARLIE tonight whoa that convo was interesting,

Me: HEY BABY!
Him: WHAT?
Me: I HEAR YOUR HOT!
Him: DO YOU NOW? WHO IS THIS?
Me: CHARLIE YOU BETTER RECGONIZE THIS VOICE!
Him: UMM...
Me: JESSICA
Him: OMG! HEY....

Yeah and so on. lol... GOOD TIMES EH?* Well, im out! LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-12-13T21:59:00

2004-12-14T03:01:04Z

Ugh! IM SO SICK OF EVERYTHING! especially being lied to. I dunno what the hecks up with Stephanie but yeah... And Reilly... UGH!!!!! well anyways... Friday is Tiff's CHRISTMAS PARTY :)... and Saturday im hopefully going miniature golfing with Shawn. that'll be fun. And, last saturday was Paige's Christmas party (THE ONE I WAS SPOST TO GO TO) but u know a lovely disagreement with a friend dropped those plans :(. Christmas break is almost here and i still have a ton of make up work from last week having strep throat. AND ON TOP OF THAT I MISSED HALF OF MY CLASSES TODAY FOR a PIZAZZ performance :-\ However that was quite fun lol. Jonathan's back from NEWYORK~ THANK GOODNESS~ I HAVE TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO. Well, i need to go study my monologue for acting tommorow, so im out. LaTeR dAyZ.~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-11-27T22:01:00

2004-11-28T03:02:00Z

So, lets recap last nite- Tiffany picked me up at about 7 went to city walk and the GROOVE for Tiffany's 17th birthday, saw John and Julia. There were pretty much no hot guys there, so at about 9:30 we left, hmm... we got stalked by some weird guy all the way to our car, when we got a few feet from the car he was still following us so tiff screamed RUN and we ran and locked the doors. Then we headed to COWBOYS, saw all the seminole people, especially enjoyed watching Arthur's pimp dances, lmao "He's just to tall to dance with" right Tiff? lol. And, this morning i was suppost to go shopping again, but I have a cold from staying out late in the "COOL AIR" so i stayed home and missed going to COLONIAL :( but its cool i rented movies for the nite. so im out. LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-11-24T23:49:00

2004-11-25T04:45:53Z

HaPpY tHaNkSgIvInG!!!!~

Ah! just got back from the Groove at CITYWALK, saw all the cool piAmps there, lol... hot times! hot times! especially getting stalked by that OHS kid, lol. well, i'll update later, im out~ LaTeR dAyZ.

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-11-20T20:58:00

2004-11-21T03:10:14Z

Wow! I haven't updated in forever and a day, and well, a lots gone on since then. Lets see, there was cheerfest and that was pretty fun, although Tayler and Kailyn hurt there wrists/hands :(... and then there was the district game :-/ yah... we lost...
:(:(:(:( then, last weekend we went up to see Cameron in Tallahassee, and Stephanie came with me. Hmmm... def. saw THE INCREDIBLES! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! lol... and my Granddaddy had a massive heart attack and is in the hospital right now. Luckily, he's doing better. :) But, i missed the fun cheer meeting because that was the day my Granddaddy went in the hospital... but i got the master mixer award or music mania award or something, because i made our cheerfest music (with the help of Mrs. Teri of course) lol. and this weekend i pretty much stayed home, and slept, burnt CD's, got online, and went to the hospital to visit my Granddad. Well, i just watched ELF and it was pretty piAmp, so now im talking on my sisters labtop, while watching Stepford Wives, so im out! LaTeR dAyZ.

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-10-31T21:15:00

2004-11-01T02:16:38Z

fun weekend... HAPPY HALOWEEN!~ ooh... were 7-1 now babAy! lol. Ok, so Saturday night Shaylin and I went to see "The Grudge"... IT WAS SO NOT SCARY (ok so i screamed at a few parts) but overall it wasn't scary. Church today was ok, i sang in the Choir and some scary kid was staring at me! Eww.. lol and No trick or treaters came to my house :-\ more candy for me! lol. And, i def. feel like crap. well homework time and im watching "The Day After Tommorow"... im out!~ LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-10-26T16:35:00

2004-10-26T20:35:36Z

Well, i suppose i'll say the good news first HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY BRETT! and HAPPY LATE 15th BIRTHDAY JACK!~

bad news: Coach Yasko past away in his sleep last night :(... everyone cried today. and i went to the doctors after 4th and the doc came to the conclusion i have acid reflex disease :-\ grr.. could this day get any worse?! ah yes! cheerleading practice was awful. lets hope its better tommorow, and best buddies meeting is tommorow right after school so im gonna get in trouble for missing some of cheerleading practice "MORE TROUBLE"... grr~ im out~ LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

Party weekend~

2004-10-24T20:18:19Z

hmm so... why'd we have to loose to them of all teams? 6-1~ :( Oh WELL! we still had a party that night for my sister's 18th bday, try 50 freaken cars all the way around our block of ppl we didnt even know, but the party died down after a bit, SO MUCH FUN! lol. Especially with Arthur's GIRL HARLEM' SHAKE! haha. and Saturday we had lunch with the family. And, Kailyn's suprise party! haha... were not gonna even talk about the fun events there ;) lol. Nick and I stayed at Paige's house til' like 1 and Shaylin stayed the nite there. WHOA FUN TIMES. lol well over all this weekend was all about partying- and today i finished the JV cheer music for cheerfest its so hot! lol. Ooh! im about to go look for a new car for my mom. so im out! LaTeR dAyZ!~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-10-19T17:52:00

2004-10-20T00:55:35Z

KAILYN THE <3 OF MY FREAKEN LIFE! GET BETTER SOON DEAR! I HOPE UR OK & UR IN MY PRAYERS BABES...

cheer_piamp @ 2004-10-16T23:08:00

2004-10-17T03:10:36Z

hey guys... so Def. love being able to drive (with a parental unit that is) lol... so JV tied there game... and varsity won!!! so we are now officially 6-0 babAy! Today was my baby cousin Tyson's 1st bday party and a church picnic... so lets recap the nite :

Went to colonial to see Cellular with, Margaret, Kailyn, Paige, Tiffany, Melissa, Reilly, Justin, Colby, and some of his friends... (saw my cousin Hunter) but anyways... we had so much freaken' fun... Got to ride in Reillys hot car!... Went to albertsons, SO MUCH DARN FUN... PICKLES?! WTHECK? lol. Oh! saw Tayler, Christy, and Kelly! ah! <3 them they are so sweet! And, now im back at my house, tired as heck. So im out! LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

P.S,
Why must fall break end?!

cheer_piamp @ 2004-10-14T14:31:00

2004-10-14T18:33:30Z

Just thought I'd write and say:

*I FINALLY got my PERMIT!~

(a lil' late but yeah...) that test = so freaken' easy! Ooh! and my pic-a-ture is pretty good actually.

well JV game today so i'll update after~ TIFFANY I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SATURDAY DEAREST ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

cheer_piamp @ 2004-10-09T22:58:00

2004-10-10T02:57:28Z

VARSITY: 5-0 BabAy~! and JV 4-1~ oh yeah! This week has been pretty boring, with exams and all that. But, i did good on exams so its cool. Today i went shopping in St. Augustine and we hung out with Cameron for the day, pretty fun. GOT A TON OF CLOTHES!~~~ AH YES! and, went to dinner... Embarrassed my family by going into 7 eleven with BUNNY EARS on and dancing... yeah had these people in there cars watching me cracking up but oh well... and now im really tired so im out! LaTeR dAyZ~

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

HOMECOMING~

2004-10-03T17:15:14Z

This week was homecoming week. Character day was so much fun! I dressed up as a multi-tasker?! lol I had to wear my cheer uniform, and then i wore a crown and fairie wings :) woo hoo! And i was twins with Maddie for twin day. Friday i def. got sick, and came home in the middle of 3rd pd. but came back to school in 6th pd. just so i could perform with my squad for the peprally. It was hot like a mother out in the stands.~~~ Ooh! than we def. WON OUR HOMECOMING GAME! 4-0 BabAy! DID YALL SEE MY COUSIN (THE BALD COP) TASER THAT CHICK?! scary! I KNOW!~

Then the homecoming dance, i def. spent the whole day getting ready. And, Stephanie did my hair, and Teri did my make up, and then i took a few pics here, while Kaydee, Cameron, and Mitch took there pics, and then I went to Paige's house to take pics with Paige, Margaret, Kailyn, Shaylin, Melissa, Tiffany, Brad, and Alisha, and rode in Paige's uncle's Hummer 2. VERY PIAMP! And, then the dance was pretty fun. Like 5 of us slow danced with Nick it was hot haha... and then hung out with the seniors for a bit, then back with sophmores and so on and so forth, And came home and crashed SO TIRED!

xOxO,
JeSsIcA <3

*LoSt in his LoVe*